Ode to Kylie

Kylie turned two! Her birthday came and went and I didn't get around to really giving her a proper birthday post. I think I've said before, she is the child that I never knew I would want. If I was to describe her personality in one word, I would say, her hair. It's wild and unruly, I can never get it to cooperate. If I need it to look good it's a total mess but when it doesn't matter it's perfect. Many people would love to have those perfect highlights and ringlets.
Here are some things that Kylie loves: saying bye, riding in Kaitlyn's carseat, messing with Kaitlyn's stuff, monkeys, funny expressions with her eyes, calling animals by the sound they make, sparkly shoes and flip flops, nigh-nigh, singing, Belle, her family.
It's funny because people always say, "she's going to be your tom-boy." But that really couldn't be further from the truth. She is very spirited and much more outgoing than Kaitlyn but she doesn't like to be dirty or wet. She is afraid of bugs, animals, and mud. She does have an arm on her but I think that is a self-defense mechanism- like she needs to throw K's toy as far as possible. My step-dad always says he can't wait to take her fishing but if he's going to take someone fishing, it ought to be the kid that's over digging up the worms.
I find it amazing that I have two equally incredible children but they are both so different. Kaitlyn is just like me. She talks, walks, and dresses like me. She has lots of friends, a couple close ones but not really a best friend. She wants to like many different things but she isn't totally focused on anything. She has John's laser focus (when she wants too - like John), and his artistic ability. Kylie, on the other hand is the mailman's kid, she is spirited and outgoing where John and I are pretty chill and reserved. She is short, where we are above average/tall. And girlfriend has a TEMPER!
So all this begs the question, what about number 3? Honestly, I can't imagine never being pregnant again, never nursing another baby, never holding a sleeping angel in my arms but I also don't know where this baby would fit in. Would it be a boy? That would be odd. Would it be a girl? Oh geez. Would Ky try to throw it like she does with her dolls? It's pretty hard to go away on vacation and expect our parents to watch THREE kids. All I can say is that, there were two fleeting moments in time where I thought I may want a baby and I had both of those babies approximately 40 weeks later. Since then there may have been a passing thought to having number 3 but so far (so good) it's not happening. I guess we'll just put it in His hands.